i hope 🌟

I didn’t even proofread this.

I lost my orange highlighter. Orange is my least favourite colour of the rainbow. I hope I get it back. Sometimes I think about how humans are made of stardust. I hope we both came from the same star. I wish I could give you violets every time I think about how much I like you. I hope you like me too. The “we” in that sentence about stardust is not referring to the same person as the “you” in that sentence about violets. I read The Picture of Dorian Gray a week ago. I hope in another life Basil Hallward has someone who’s as devoted to him as he is to them. But then, the story wouldn’t be the same story, would it? I’ve been writing something that’s not a book and would need years of work to become a book but I hope it becomes a book one day. I haven’t posted on Substack in almost 2 weeks. This post is lazy and possibly boring but I hope some people still like it. I really like listening to Mitski. Did you know I listened to her whole discography in order in one day last week? I had a Spotify premium free trial. Now I can probably never do that again. I hope one day I have enough money to justify wasting it on Spotify premium. Mitski is so fucking good. I’m gonna make another post about her soon, probably. I think I’d like to make a post about lyrics and artists I like in general. I hope you’ll like it. I think I might be aro ace. Aromantic asexual. Google it if you don’t know what it means. I think I might be too young to know if I’m aro ace. The possibility of me being aro ace kind of scares me because I already know it’s gonna be hard for me to have a love life like everyone else but now it might be even harder and I’m scared of feeling even more isolated. I’m still not sure if I’m aro ace. I hope I figure this all out when I’m older. I’m making my way through an 8 hour video essay about The Owl House on YouTube (the video is A Love Letter to The Owl House by GamingMagic13 if you want to watch it). I love The Owl House. It’s an amazing show and you should watch it but please pirate it because Disney is funding genocide. I hope every queer person in the world gets to watch The Owl House at least once in their life. Fuck Disney though. I hope you enjoyed reading this low-effort post. I hope you have a good day. I hope you find love and I don’t just mean romance — I mean the sunlight hitting your face or watching your favourite show or making a friendship bracelet or someone remembering a small detail about you or waves hitting your legs on the beach or smiling at the moon. That’s love; I hope you find it.