summer’s over 🌥️

I’m not ready for change

I’m not ready for change and my headphones are broken so I’m playing music straight from my phone in my room, because I feel like I need it to cope. My sister will walk in soon and I’ll have to turn it off but for now the music and the nostalgia that comes with it are mine.

I’m not ready for change and I’m listening to Ribs by Lorde and I’m scared my friendships will fall apart. I need to make new friends in my classes next year. “Next year” is actually tomorrow. Why was I ever excited for this?

I’m not ready for change and the cold has already started hitting. I know that because I’m wearing fuzzy socks in bed. Summer ends quickly. I like the colder seasons, not necessarily because I like the cold, but because I like the comforting warmth you get when you wrap up or drink hot chocolate.

I’m not ready for change and neither is anyone but that doesn’t stop the world spinning or the seasons changing or friends leaving or headphones breaking.

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This is the playlist I was listening to. I’m gonna cry.

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